HAppy new Year!!!!
welcome 2009.................
while everyone is happily waiting the moment of 1st january 2009..... i was in the emotion breakdown moment... *sighhh..
i turn to single again.... i guess... since the person i quote as "M" never msg me or call me after our last meeting on xmast evening... its really hurting me.. i never tot its happened.. im confuse with all they way M treat me even we didnt have a good quality time.. probably i am stupid or desperate to be in love.. and again.. im falling apart... its really hurts me alot.. but i still missing M. M used to be my sun... the sun that shine my days..
through the process of engraving the saddness... this songs explain everything...
Warkah by Bau
Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta
Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa
Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku
Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada
its really gave me an impact but i guess.. to stand and wake up after the falls.. i think i managed to handle it.. the whole nite of new year.. my tears unstopping popping out... i guess.. i really love u M... nothing much i could say here... for the new year... nothing new for me.. it just same old brand new me....
